i spent the morning feeling buried. i started a serious conversation on g-chat and realized i was way out of my depth in terms of analysis and observation. i was reporting back on my feelings; he had probed the issue with thought and understanding. this is not the usual turn to events — i have to figure out why i’m not more willing to be more rational. the problem of not wanting to not like what i find?

i spent the morning figuring out how to make free iced coffee in lab. the heat wave motivated me to scope out the best source of ice, secure milk options, and figure out how to cool the espresso shots. it seems simple but to a buried brain the task was monumental and involved multiple instances of juggling. right now the caffeine is poking small holes in the heaviness above my head.  its a feeling at the back and base of my neck which will eventually get me moving experimentally. but not yet.

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